Cow Boy Billy LV.30 Billy
Nov 5, 2020, 06:43 AM 125 read

My thoughts right now

I feel like my movements for change are very unstable. Like they get to the admins they have the information they need and the support backing it up, but in the end of the day I feel like if I say one thing wrong the entire thing is just...over. I dont know why I feel this way, but its almost like I've built a community that almost expects me to come up with changes that are close to perfect. I know most people will think that I'm delusional by saying that, but it's how I generally feel right now and I think it's making my movements less productive. Then again I am going through a lot right now. I even feel like this post will break what I've built, I think on average I type out like 2 posts a day and delete them because of this fear. Idk maybe I'm crazy and over stressed ❤love y'all❤ #SpreadtheLove #FullHomoGang

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  • llmama LV.25 Epic Nov 5, 2020, 06:53 AM

    dw, perfection is impossible to achieve this everyone just has high ass standards, which I highly doubt people have the expectation of something that can't be achieved in the first place. Maybe a break from moot will do the trick. I very much believe the break will make you much happier than if you continue to post every day, then delete them because of paranoia. if I read this whole post wrong please excuse me lol, I for one am not the most intelligent or fast moving mind out there lmao. anyways, have a good one!

  • Cow Boy Billy LV.30 Billy Nov 5, 2020, 07:03 AM

    You seemed to read it just fine. I think a break will be a good solution to this, I just need to do somethings, thank you

  • llmama LV.25 Epic Nov 5, 2020, 07:28 AM

    alright, yw. have a good break when you do have one