Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion!
Sep 18, 2020, 12:03 AM 84 read

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ğˆÂ´ğ¯ğž ğ›ğžğžğ§ 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 ğƒğ„ğğ‘ğ„ğ’ğ’ğˆğŽğ Please don’t judge me just let explain. I have to admit I’ve been acting in the most disgusting way I’ve ever seen. This form of myself I’ve never recognized. 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝘐 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 This form has been the worst one I’ve acted. I hurt Lola the one I loved with all of my heart.I hurt friends who came into my life and no longer talk to me on this app. Moral is even though I may be seem as a happy person. I got a job, and I’m doing well in health. I was dying inside ğ‚ğ¡ğšğ©ğ­ğžğ« 1 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯g 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 🤗🥰 I’m not happy with myself. I just think my breakup with Lola changed me and life (⚠️please don’t hate on her trust me it’s not her fault it’s both of us⚠️). It’s just to be honest I’ve never been hurt a relationship love wise.( Not her fault so don’t message her anything bad) What I want to say is I just loved Lola with all of my heart. I remember as it were yesterday falling in love with her. I remember making her smile and blush with my words/cute drawings. I remember the first time I saw a picture of her. She’s was just the most beautiful woman in my eyes. I made many precious memories by her side. 💙It’s just we were too busy with our lives 💙we just sometimes didn’t appreciate each other 💙Tell each other problems. 💙Fix our problems. ğ‚ğ¡ğšğ©ğ­ğžğ« 2 𝘈 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭💔 The day we broke up I was sad very sad. I felt my body cold as I was dead. I felt I could no longer smile the way I used to. I just felt for pretty much after that day lost. I stopped working out. I stopped eating. I even started to drink alcohol to numb my pain. I don’t know why I didn’t move on right away? I usually do tbh if it ends but for Lola it was different. I loved her with all of me. Sometimes I even had a dark voice in myself just take drugs and let the pain go away(meaning to live happy in the afterlife called heaven God’s Paradise). I really didn’t want to do that because I remember Mac Miller( the guy I made a post about took drugs bc of the breakup of Ariana Grande. It got him killed.... I didn’t want that to be me I just never listened to that dark voice telling me to take drugs in order to be happy in another world. I started to regain myself in order to eat, go to work, and just move on. I did want us to go back and fix each other’s issues and trust. Chapter 3 Hopes get destroyed🙁 I had hope her and me would go back. I really did want us two to go back. It didn’t after finding she has someone new in her heart. At that point my heart just gave me shocks in order to be awake. ğ‚ğ¡ğšğ©ğ­ğžğ« 4: 🕯 𝘈 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 🕯 Now I’ve gotten strength from my own self. I’ve said sorry to Lola since I have been commenting horrible things about her. I told her I no longer love her not bc I don’t. I just am moving on! I want her to be happy with someone else. I have to fix myself a lot even if it were to be together again. I made that love post recently bc of the of Lola and my love life. I want to be the person people love not hate. Overall, I hope you can support me in my new journey to become a new Eddy. 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗂𝗌 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗒 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝖺𝖽𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝖺𝖽𝗆𝗂𝗋𝖾 𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝗋 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 ğŠğ„ğ˜ğğŽğ“ğ„: The day she made the post about her overdose. My heart, soul and my whole body wanted to be with her. I promise you if I knew it earlier I would’ve paid an express flight for like $1,200 just to see her. 🥺I know you are probably thinking that’s so much money just to see her? Yes, it’s a lot but that her is Lola the person I loved with all of my heart. When I told my mother about Lola taking drugs she wanted us to immediately go help. It makes me sad when people message her hateful things, send me nudes? Or you judge her by her looks. I just wish I was there to take care of her. I would’ve loved to make her favorite foods and tons of chicken/ spaghetti soup for her to recover. I would kiss her forehead and show her my true love through helping her stand up. ğ’ğ¢ğğžğ§ğ¨ğ­ğž: Would you like Lola and me to go back? Do you think Lola and me would be a cute couple?

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  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:05 AM

    I hope people can understand depression is not something easy.

    Even someone like me who is happy and even positive will be part of this.

    I will change 🥺😭

  • Solar_Octoman LV.22 Iron Man Sep 18, 2020, 12:23 AM

    I know u will change and I’m here for u if u need to talk to someone and I wish the best luck for u just know I’m always here for u and I will never leave ur side

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:34 AM

    Thank you very much! Bless your beautiful soul.

    I believe in you! Just keep working hard to accomplish your goals🥺💜

  • °~A•Lost•Traveler~° LV.24 Link Sep 18, 2020, 12:25 AM

    We're here to help bro 😊

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:34 AM

    Thank you very much! Bless your beautiful soul.

    I believe in you! Just keep working hard to accomplish your goals🥺💜

  • Solar_Octoman LV.22 Iron Man Sep 18, 2020, 04:46 AM

    Thnx

  • Cutie Lola ❥ verified LV.35 Rare Candy Sep 18, 2020, 12:14 AM

    Thank you for the kind words, I believe you’ve learned from your mistakes and you’re pushing to become a better person.

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:17 AM

    💕 My number one supporter💕

  • PumpkinBoi Kingsman LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:25 AM

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  • ♡XxAnime_demonxX♡ LV.24 Rare Candy Sep 18, 2020, 12:07 AM

    I'm bookmarking this it's my book now

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:34 AM

    How come?🥺

  • ♡XxAnime_demonxX♡ LV.24 Rare Candy Sep 18, 2020, 04:35 AM

    cause I cant read right now in doing work

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:42 AM

    Aww okay, when you can read.

  • Shikayuu 影の悪魔 LV.27 Shadow Sep 18, 2020, 12:09 AM

    Im not gonna say anything other than I feel u on the alcohol part mate.

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:35 AM

    Yeah, it was a tough period I was in.

  • Shikayuu 影の悪魔 LV.27 Shadow Sep 18, 2020, 04:56 AM

    ❤️of u need someone to talk to or even to vent to I'm here mate

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  • Bunnyrabbit_123 LV.23 Outlaw Sep 18, 2020, 12:13 AM

    for real my guy. he just trying to express himself. no hate but come on fam. this simp shit need to stop with everybody. so wat if they like someone. that's them not u

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  • Bunnyrabbit_123 LV.23 Outlaw Sep 18, 2020, 12:14 AM

    ok😁

  • PumpkinBoi Kingsman LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:24 AM

    you kinda hateful for no reason my guy

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  • PumpkinBoi Kingsman LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:26 AM

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  • PumpkinBoi Kingsman LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:26 AM

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  • PumpkinBoi Kingsman LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 12:28 AM

    ReelWill YT  E!

  • ReelWill YT LV.24 Xbox Sep 18, 2020, 04:36 AM

    I replied to your DM

  • coffeebacon4967 LV.25 Clearly Hacking Sep 18, 2020, 12:08 AM

    good

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:35 AM

    Time for a new Eddy🤗💜

  • coffeebacon4967 LV.25 Clearly Hacking Sep 18, 2020, 04:54 AM

    check your dms

  • xXGreekMeatXx LV.25 Apex > Fortnite Sep 18, 2020, 12:09 AM

    Η αγάπη πονάει.
    That's all I say. I do have a story as well. And I don't wish to publicly share.

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:35 AM

    You can message me it.

  • Rolling nuggie cutie verified LV.28 Xbox Sep 18, 2020, 12:20 AM

    Woah man

  • I miss Mac man

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:39 AM

    The day I found out he died I cried the whole night. After, two years I just listen to his music.

    He wasn’t the ordinary rapper rapping about girls, drugs, or money.

    He expressed his life and own uniquess with his songs.

    R..I.P Malcom James McCormick(Mac Miller)

    A legend who has influenced people

  • Dude I honestly couldn’t say it any better

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:46 AM

    I went to pay tribute to where he was from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. It’s pretty insane how life is.

    3-4 blocks from where he lived was his high school. One block before was a cemetery. Who would he think him growing up there. He would be his grave. Pretty interesting

  • Yeah

  • ☆Purple Reign XI☆ LV.21 S Sep 18, 2020, 12:33 AM

    im here for you am so are many other people, i am very proud of you for getting through such a rough time in your life, like u said everyone makes mistakes, so maybe you and lola can realize that and move on together so you guys can be a couple again

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:37 AM

    I just met you and your personality is just amazing. I wish there are more people of you in this app.

    I appreciate your support😭

    Lola and Me we will see but stay soon🤗💜( maybe we are going back) can’t deny she has my heart😌

  • ☆Purple Reign XI☆ LV.21 S Sep 18, 2020, 04:39 AM

    awww thank you, but there are plenty of people that are better than me on this app! plenty of them...

  • Rolling Nuggie Chløe LV.27 JUST SEND IT Sep 18, 2020, 04:20 AM

    yes you and lola would be awesome together if you two could work together

    But thanks for making this. its opened my mind a LOT

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:41 AM

    Hehe I mean Lola and me were a beautiful couple☺️💕 I’m sure we will go back together if we work things out.

    I’m happy it made you eyes opened. I’m what way though did it make you open? Like a realization? I’d like to know

    I just love writing, in my point of view my writing can influence people’s mind.

    When I was with Lola I made her very in love with me. I am poetic, romantic type of lover. Overall, I’m glad I have the support of people🤗

  • Rolling Nuggie Chløe LV.27 JUST SEND IT Sep 18, 2020, 04:49 AM

    it made me realize more about depression and heartbreak and stuff like that. yk?

  • Eddy1280 LV.27 4x Champion! Sep 18, 2020, 04:54 AM

    Yeah, I have a lot of writing I want to publish. I want people to have the knowledge about love, depression, and other things 💜🤗

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